1 00:00:05,965 --> 00:00:09,216 I get to spend the rest of my life 2 00:00:09,217 --> 00:00:12,553 with this beautiful woman. 3 00:00:12,554 --> 00:00:15,724 I am the luckiest man in the Tri-State area. 4 00:00:20,438 --> 00:00:21,562 Yeah! 5 00:00:21,563 --> 00:00:23,565 ♪ Wake me with a kiss ♪ 6 00:00:26,485 --> 00:00:28,360 Oh, I wish we could slow down time. 7 00:00:28,361 --> 00:00:30,280 Make tonight last forever. 8 00:00:31,657 --> 00:00:33,532 Check it out. 9 00:00:33,533 --> 00:00:35,743 Got 'em from a friend. 10 00:00:35,744 --> 00:00:37,661 I know it's not our thing, but... 11 00:00:37,662 --> 00:00:39,371 when in Rome, right? 12 00:00:39,372 --> 00:00:42,207 ♪ Wake me with a kiss, like this ♪ 13 00:00:42,208 --> 00:00:44,251 The most common question patients ask 14 00:00:44,252 --> 00:00:46,044 when they learn they're dying 15 00:00:46,045 --> 00:00:47,297 is, "How long do I have?" 16 00:00:49,008 --> 00:00:51,633 How long do I have to settle my affairs, 17 00:00:51,634 --> 00:00:53,427 right my wrongs, 18 00:00:53,428 --> 00:00:55,929 tell the people in my life that I love them? 19 00:00:55,930 --> 00:00:57,806 What they're really asking is, 20 00:00:57,807 --> 00:01:00,309 "How much time do I have to free myself of guilt 21 00:01:00,310 --> 00:01:02,311 before I go?" 22 00:01:02,312 --> 00:01:05,439 But when time is finite, guilt isn't avoidable. 23 00:01:05,440 --> 00:01:06,940 It's inevitable. 24 00:01:06,941 --> 00:01:08,567 And its only cure? 25 00:01:08,568 --> 00:01:10,652 Forgiveness. 26 00:01:10,653 --> 00:01:13,448 A seemingly limited resource when it comes to human beings. 27 00:01:25,252 --> 00:01:27,252 I hope you don't mind 28 00:01:27,253 --> 00:01:29,713 me crashing your Saturday night, John. 29 00:01:29,714 --> 00:01:34,343 Usually just me and my buddy Johann at home. 30 00:01:34,344 --> 00:01:38,180 Decided to venture out and work on my social skills. 31 00:01:38,181 --> 00:01:40,266 How am I doing? 32 00:01:42,102 --> 00:01:43,977 Your silence speaks volumes. 33 00:01:43,978 --> 00:01:45,979 I don't care what anyone says about you. 34 00:01:45,980 --> 00:01:47,397 A doctor who spends his night off 35 00:01:47,398 --> 00:01:48,732 saying goodbye to a patient 36 00:01:48,733 --> 00:01:50,567 is aces in my book. 37 00:01:50,568 --> 00:01:53,946 Goodbye? I'm not going anywhere. 38 00:01:53,947 --> 00:01:55,656 Unless-- What exactly have you heard, Nurse? 39 00:01:55,657 --> 00:01:57,616 Not you. 40 00:01:57,617 --> 00:01:59,368 Him. 41 00:01:59,369 --> 00:02:00,994 He's being transferred to a long-term care facility 42 00:02:00,995 --> 00:02:02,162 in the morning. 43 00:02:02,163 --> 00:02:04,498 And not one of the fancy ones. 44 00:02:04,499 --> 00:02:06,500 Who authorized that? Dr. Landon? 45 00:02:06,501 --> 00:02:07,837 Even higher up. 46 00:02:09,213 --> 00:02:11,255 What? How did you guys beat me here? 47 00:02:11,256 --> 00:02:12,965 Have you guys seen Wolf yet? 48 00:02:12,966 --> 00:02:14,633 Do you know why he paged? What's the emergency? 49 00:02:14,634 --> 00:02:16,677 You. Having your aneurysm rupture. 50 00:02:16,678 --> 00:02:18,720 Enthusiasm's contagious. 51 00:02:18,721 --> 00:02:19,805 Nice pants, by the way. 52 00:02:19,806 --> 00:02:21,348 Thanks, Van. 53 00:02:21,349 --> 00:02:23,141 I'm glad someone around here appreciates me. 54 00:02:23,142 --> 00:02:25,227 Man, there better be a zombie outbreak in the E.R. 55 00:02:25,228 --> 00:02:27,437 - Where were you? - It's Saturday night. I was out. 56 00:02:27,438 --> 00:02:29,690 And you best believe I was not going home alone. 57 00:02:29,691 --> 00:02:32,109 Ugh, your cologne is burning my sinuses. 58 00:02:32,110 --> 00:02:34,528 Well, most girls tell me they love the way I smell. 59 00:02:34,529 --> 00:02:38,115 Those girls need to come in for extensive neuro exams. 60 00:02:38,116 --> 00:02:40,492 We have got a patient. 61 00:02:40,493 --> 00:02:42,870 The John Doe who came in a few weeks ago, right? 62 00:02:42,871 --> 00:02:44,371 Yeah, I heard some ICU doctors talking about him. 63 00:02:44,372 --> 00:02:45,998 There's like zero relevant history on him. 64 00:02:45,999 --> 00:02:47,833 Yeah, just a long list of infections 65 00:02:47,834 --> 00:02:49,209 and drug-resistant bacteria, 66 00:02:49,210 --> 00:02:51,253 from hospital to LTACH and back. 67 00:02:51,254 --> 00:02:52,754 Scary. 68 00:02:52,755 --> 00:02:54,214 Well, he's going to be transferred out 69 00:02:54,215 --> 00:02:55,841 of our hospital in the morning. 70 00:02:55,842 --> 00:02:58,594 Unless we can find a reason for him to stay. 71 00:02:58,595 --> 00:03:01,096 I can't believe I turned off the Housewives for this. 72 00:03:01,097 --> 00:03:03,974 Do you know what long-term care for a patient like this means? 73 00:03:03,975 --> 00:03:05,851 He's just going to keep going from one facility to the next 74 00:03:05,852 --> 00:03:07,227 until he's forgotten. 75 00:03:07,228 --> 00:03:08,645 That is exactly right, Dr. Kinney. 76 00:03:08,646 --> 00:03:10,774 Where do we start? What's the plan? 77 00:03:12,484 --> 00:03:13,942 Ma'am! 78 00:03:13,943 --> 00:03:15,652 - Have you seen Charlie? - Oh, my God. 79 00:03:15,653 --> 00:03:18,280 - Okay, come with me. - Have you seen Charlie? 80 00:03:18,281 --> 00:03:20,240 Um, I'm not sure. W-Who is Charlie? 81 00:03:20,241 --> 00:03:22,242 I'm gonna guess it's her husband. 82 00:03:22,243 --> 00:03:23,869 Pupils are fully dilated. 83 00:03:23,870 --> 00:03:25,704 Let's get a head CT, UTox, CBC and chemistry. 84 00:03:25,705 --> 00:03:27,623 Miss, can you tell me how you got here? 85 00:03:27,624 --> 00:03:29,416 - He has cold feet. - Cold feet. Okay. 86 00:03:29,417 --> 00:03:30,876 Can you tell me your name? 87 00:03:30,877 --> 00:03:32,669 - He has cold feet. - Checking her B.P. 88 00:03:32,670 --> 00:03:34,755 Her heart's racing. 89 00:03:34,756 --> 00:03:36,965 I'd like you to follow the light with your eyes. 90 00:03:36,966 --> 00:03:38,134 Okay? 91 00:03:45,643 --> 00:03:47,684 I don't think the blood is hers. 92 00:03:47,685 --> 00:03:49,728 Have you seen Charlie? 93 00:03:49,729 --> 00:03:51,522 Someone called psych. 94 00:04:02,326 --> 00:04:04,701 {\an8}-It's Maya. Leave a message. 95 00:04:04,702 --> 00:04:07,079 {\an8}Maya Amy-Marie Allen, 96 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:08,747 {\an8}curfew is at 11:00. 97 00:04:08,748 --> 00:04:11,041 {\an8}This is the second time this month you missed it. 98 00:04:11,042 --> 00:04:12,584 {\an8}You know the rules. 99 00:04:12,585 --> 00:04:14,211 {\an8}Something came up at work. 100 00:04:14,212 --> 00:04:16,171 {\an8}I'll be at the hospital in 15 minutes. 101 00:04:16,172 --> 00:04:17,756 {\an8}I expect you home by then. 102 00:04:17,757 --> 00:04:19,174 {\an8}Call me back. Now. 103 00:04:19,175 --> 00:04:21,470 {\an8}Oh, Jesus, help me. 104 00:04:24,974 --> 00:04:28,100 {\an8}I don't know what we took. It was, um... 105 00:04:28,101 --> 00:04:30,894 {\an8}It was like candies. And she had a name. 106 00:04:30,895 --> 00:04:32,896 {\an8}Sounds like Molly. 107 00:04:32,897 --> 00:04:35,857 {\an8}What do you remember next? 108 00:04:35,858 --> 00:04:38,652 {\an8}I don't know. 109 00:04:38,653 --> 00:04:41,323 {\an8}I was walking. 110 00:04:42,574 --> 00:04:46,620 {\an8}A car came, picked me up and brought me here. 111 00:04:48,580 --> 00:04:49,788 {\an8}Can you please just tell me 112 00:04:49,789 --> 00:04:51,542 {\an8}where my husband is? 113 00:04:52,751 --> 00:04:54,668 {\an8}Our entire team is calling every hospital 114 00:04:54,669 --> 00:04:56,253 {\an8}in every borough as we speak. 115 00:04:56,254 --> 00:04:57,921 {\an8}I assure you, we will find him 116 00:04:57,922 --> 00:05:00,509 {\an8}and we will help you remember what happened. 117 00:05:07,975 --> 00:05:10,017 {\an8}Imagine the happiest day of your life 118 00:05:10,018 --> 00:05:12,102 {\an8}turning into a complete and utter nightmare. 119 00:05:12,103 --> 00:05:13,478 {\an8}Clearly, drugs are contributing, 120 00:05:13,479 --> 00:05:15,022 {\an8}but that's not all. 121 00:05:15,023 --> 00:05:16,815 {\an8}Textbook signs of dissociative amnesia. 122 00:05:16,816 --> 00:05:19,067 {\an8}Whatever happened to that woman was so traumatic, 123 00:05:19,068 --> 00:05:20,902 {\an8}her brain purged it from its consciousness. 124 00:05:20,903 --> 00:05:23,697 {\an8}It's like her mind is protecting her from something. 125 00:05:23,698 --> 00:05:25,073 {\an8}Do we even want to know what? 126 00:05:25,074 --> 00:05:27,117 {\an8}Charge nurse must've called them. 127 00:05:27,118 --> 00:05:30,120 {\an8}Officer Stanley. Always good to see you. 128 00:05:30,121 --> 00:05:32,247 {\an8}You're looking well. - Appreciate that, Doc. 129 00:05:32,248 --> 00:05:33,790 {\an8}I wish this were a social call, 130 00:05:33,791 --> 00:05:35,375 {\an8}but, uh, we're here for the bride. 131 00:05:35,376 --> 00:05:36,960 {\an8}The report says she's bloody 132 00:05:36,961 --> 00:05:39,337 {\an8}and, uh, missing a... 133 00:05:39,338 --> 00:05:40,964 {\an8}"Charlie." 134 00:05:40,965 --> 00:05:42,799 {\an8}Bloody bride plus a missing groom-- 135 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:44,843 {\an8}it doesn't take a genius to figure that one out, huh? 136 00:05:44,844 --> 00:05:47,971 {\an8}That woman could have an insidious neurologic injury. 137 00:05:47,972 --> 00:05:50,098 {\an8}Regardless of what she may or may not have done, 138 00:05:50,099 --> 00:05:52,559 {\an8}we have an obligation to treat every single person 139 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:54,478 {\an8}who walks through those doors, and that's what we're gonna do. 140 00:05:54,479 --> 00:05:56,354 {\an8}She doesn't leave here until we clear her. 141 00:05:56,355 --> 00:05:58,482 {\an8}And we have to consider the groom. 142 00:05:58,483 --> 00:06:00,734 {\an8}Let's assume he's still alive, 143 00:06:00,735 --> 00:06:02,360 {\an8}but judging by the amount of blood on her, 144 00:06:02,361 --> 00:06:04,279 {\an8}he doesn't have long. 145 00:06:04,280 --> 00:06:06,156 {\an8}It's going to take an hour to get her to the station, Stanley. 146 00:06:06,157 --> 00:06:08,408 {\an8}But you know I can get answers faster. 147 00:06:08,409 --> 00:06:09,618 {\an8}She stays here. 148 00:06:09,619 --> 00:06:11,578 {\an8}I need you to keep it together. 149 00:06:11,579 --> 00:06:13,121 {\an8}The cops are here. 150 00:06:13,122 --> 00:06:15,624 {\an8}I guess, well, uh, that makes us partners. 151 00:06:15,625 --> 00:06:18,043 {\an8}But, uh, we still need to question her. 152 00:06:18,044 --> 00:06:20,380 {\an8}Of course. I'll show you the way. 153 00:06:23,467 --> 00:06:25,050 {\an8}What is the plan? 154 00:06:25,051 --> 00:06:27,470 {\an8}- Still figuring it out. - Ah. 155 00:06:32,476 --> 00:06:33,975 {\an8}What? 156 00:06:33,976 --> 00:06:35,435 {\an8}Found this near the nurses' station. 157 00:06:35,436 --> 00:06:36,561 {\an8}She must've dropped it. 158 00:06:36,562 --> 00:06:37,979 {\an8}Figured we'd let you see it 159 00:06:37,980 --> 00:06:39,439 {\an8}before we turn it over to the cops. 160 00:06:39,440 --> 00:06:40,524 {\an8}The bride's name is Bridget Meyers. 161 00:06:40,525 --> 00:06:41,858 {\an8}She lives in South Jersey. 162 00:06:41,859 --> 00:06:43,610 {\an8}We found an ID, a hotel key card, 163 00:06:43,611 --> 00:06:45,737 {\an8}and... party favors. 164 00:06:45,738 --> 00:06:48,073 {\an8}No signs of other guests. Maybe they eloped. 165 00:06:48,074 --> 00:06:50,742 {\an8}UTox results won't be back for another hour, at least. 166 00:06:50,743 --> 00:06:53,829 {\an8}Right now, we focus on the groom, and finding him. 167 00:06:53,830 --> 00:06:55,372 {\an8}Maybe they were in a car crash. 168 00:06:55,373 --> 00:06:57,124 {\an8}He could be trapped somewhere. 169 00:06:57,125 --> 00:06:58,708 {\an8}Okay, if it was an accident, she'd have injuries. 170 00:06:58,709 --> 00:07:00,669 {\an8}Something. Wasn't a scratch on her. 171 00:07:00,670 --> 00:07:02,045 {\an8}He could have been randomly attacked. 172 00:07:02,046 --> 00:07:03,588 {\an8}Or she attacked him. 173 00:07:03,589 --> 00:07:05,423 {\an8}Maybe Bridget went Kill Bill on poor Charlie. 174 00:07:05,424 --> 00:07:06,675 {\an8}She did say he had cold feet. 175 00:07:06,676 --> 00:07:08,677 {\an8}Let's not jump to conclusions. 176 00:07:08,678 --> 00:07:11,763 {\an8}If by some miracle he's alive out there, bleeding out, 177 00:07:11,764 --> 00:07:13,598 {\an8}he's running out of time, and quickly. 178 00:07:13,599 --> 00:07:15,142 {\an8}Isn't that what the cops are here for? 179 00:07:15,143 --> 00:07:16,393 {\an8}They're trying to solve a crime. 180 00:07:16,394 --> 00:07:18,147 {\an8}We are saving a patient. 181 00:07:21,859 --> 00:07:25,318 Okay, um, so we backtrack, retrace the bride's steps, 182 00:07:25,319 --> 00:07:27,154 and it should lead us to the groom. 183 00:07:27,155 --> 00:07:29,156 But even if she does remember, 184 00:07:29,157 --> 00:07:30,949 do we even have time for that? 185 00:07:30,950 --> 00:07:33,493 We need to get inside her head. 186 00:07:33,494 --> 00:07:35,122 Well, then that's exactly what we'll do. 187 00:07:36,748 --> 00:07:38,039 What? Oh! 188 00:07:38,040 --> 00:07:39,916 Dr. Wolf, did you just take drugs? 189 00:07:39,917 --> 00:07:42,252 Putting myself in the same state of mind as the bride 190 00:07:42,253 --> 00:07:44,129 will help us understand what she's trying to tell us. 191 00:07:44,130 --> 00:07:47,424 I can feel how she's feeling, think how she's thinking. 192 00:07:47,425 --> 00:07:50,635 We must see the world through her distorted lens. 193 00:07:50,636 --> 00:07:53,180 That's actually... It's kind of smart. 194 00:07:53,181 --> 00:07:54,639 And dangerous. 195 00:07:54,640 --> 00:07:56,183 It's nothing I haven't done before. 196 00:07:56,184 --> 00:07:58,602 This woman came to us for help. 197 00:07:58,603 --> 00:08:00,604 So, unless anyone has a better option, 198 00:08:00,605 --> 00:08:02,898 let's start with the hotel. 199 00:08:02,899 --> 00:08:04,443 Who's coming with me? 200 00:08:05,402 --> 00:08:06,651 - Dana. - Dana. 201 00:08:06,652 --> 00:08:08,695 Wow. 202 00:08:08,696 --> 00:08:10,113 I hate you all. 203 00:08:10,114 --> 00:08:11,573 Hey. 204 00:08:11,574 --> 00:08:13,577 Let's go find our groom. 205 00:08:23,795 --> 00:08:26,838 Have you ever tried hypnotherapy before? 206 00:08:26,839 --> 00:08:28,840 No. 207 00:08:28,841 --> 00:08:31,676 It's a dissociative agent, but like many drugs, 208 00:08:31,677 --> 00:08:35,972 it can return you to an altered state 209 00:08:35,973 --> 00:08:40,518 to recover memories buried deep in your subconscious. 210 00:08:40,519 --> 00:08:43,939 But it only works if you're 100% committed. 211 00:08:43,940 --> 00:08:46,942 Whatever it takes. For Charlie. 212 00:08:46,943 --> 00:08:48,195 Okay. 213 00:08:55,327 --> 00:08:56,870 When you're ready... 214 00:08:58,914 --> 00:09:00,582 ...follow my light. 215 00:09:03,043 --> 00:09:05,794 Keep looking up... 216 00:09:05,795 --> 00:09:07,797 as high as you can. 217 00:09:11,343 --> 00:09:14,012 Now close your eyes. 218 00:09:16,139 --> 00:09:19,393 But keep looking up towards the light. 219 00:09:21,144 --> 00:09:24,980 Let's start by finding a happy memory from tonight. 220 00:09:24,981 --> 00:09:30,070 Once you see it, let that memory bubble up and drift over to you. 221 00:09:33,323 --> 00:09:35,282 There was dancing... 222 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:37,951 ...in the sky. 223 00:09:37,952 --> 00:09:39,954 Dancing in the sky. 224 00:09:47,671 --> 00:09:49,047 Very good. 225 00:09:50,299 --> 00:09:53,758 Let's stay here with this memory. 226 00:09:53,759 --> 00:09:56,094 Is this when you last saw Charlie? 227 00:09:56,095 --> 00:09:59,097 He was so happy. 228 00:09:59,098 --> 00:10:01,935 We-- We were so happy. 229 00:10:03,562 --> 00:10:05,478 We were so hungry. 230 00:10:05,479 --> 00:10:07,731 Then there was a room. 231 00:10:07,732 --> 00:10:10,526 It was like ice. 232 00:10:17,034 --> 00:10:19,492 It's freezing in here. 233 00:10:19,493 --> 00:10:21,619 Maybe this is where Charlie got cold feet. 234 00:10:21,620 --> 00:10:23,749 Looks like the Molly's kicking in. 235 00:10:27,878 --> 00:10:30,379 No dead groom. No blood. 236 00:10:37,387 --> 00:10:40,140 Looks like they like their meat. 237 00:10:42,768 --> 00:10:45,143 Uh, so... 238 00:10:45,144 --> 00:10:46,936 Safe space, no judgies... 239 00:10:46,937 --> 00:10:49,483 ...but, uh, do you always take your patients' drugs? 240 00:10:51,777 --> 00:10:53,693 Doctors so often prescribe meds 241 00:10:53,694 --> 00:10:55,695 without fully understanding their impact. 242 00:10:55,696 --> 00:11:00,617 I like to know what my patients are experiencing firsthand. 243 00:11:00,618 --> 00:11:02,911 Uh, even with the illicit variety? 244 00:11:02,912 --> 00:11:04,704 They're trusting me with their lives. 245 00:11:04,705 --> 00:11:07,833 They deserve that much, right? 246 00:11:12,714 --> 00:11:14,340 Talk to me. 247 00:11:16,510 --> 00:11:18,343 Uh... 248 00:11:18,344 --> 00:11:20,178 we will keep you posted. 249 00:11:20,179 --> 00:11:21,846 Goodbye. 250 00:11:21,847 --> 00:11:24,349 Okay, uh, hypnotherapy worked, s-sort of. 251 00:11:24,350 --> 00:11:26,684 Uh, Van says she remembers a room like ice 252 00:11:26,685 --> 00:11:28,103 and dancing in the sky. 253 00:11:28,104 --> 00:11:29,687 I'd bet my last benzo 254 00:11:29,688 --> 00:11:31,481 we're standing in the ice room right now. 255 00:11:31,482 --> 00:11:35,237 That just leaves dancing in the sky. 256 00:11:38,323 --> 00:11:40,407 There's a douchey nightclub on the roof. 257 00:11:40,408 --> 00:11:43,369 I guess we're going dancing. 258 00:11:52,254 --> 00:11:55,755 Right. Face blind. You don't like crowds. 259 00:11:55,756 --> 00:11:57,757 I'd offer you a Xanax, 260 00:11:57,758 --> 00:11:59,259 but I don't know how it'll mix with the Molly. 261 00:11:59,260 --> 00:12:02,305 But don't worry, I got you. 262 00:12:05,976 --> 00:12:09,644 Cops beat us here, and they didn't even have to take MDMA. 263 00:12:09,645 --> 00:12:12,730 Doesn't seem like they have any intel. 264 00:12:12,731 --> 00:12:15,567 Maybe we're on the wrong trail. 265 00:12:15,568 --> 00:12:16,903 What do you think? 266 00:12:20,532 --> 00:12:21,823 Dr. Wolf? 267 00:12:21,824 --> 00:12:23,326 Dr. Wolf! 268 00:12:26,163 --> 00:12:27,370 Save me. 269 00:12:27,371 --> 00:12:28,496 The bride's UTox came back. 270 00:12:28,497 --> 00:12:30,331 - What? - Wolf was right. 271 00:12:30,332 --> 00:12:32,208 There's MDMA in her system, but it must've been laced. 272 00:12:32,209 --> 00:12:33,668 Dude, speak up. I can't hear you. 273 00:12:33,669 --> 00:12:35,753 It's not just Molly. Wolf's on PCP. 274 00:12:35,754 --> 00:12:37,339 Oh, my God. 275 00:12:39,759 --> 00:12:41,301 How's he feeling? From what I'm reading online, 276 00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:43,178 it can be intense. 277 00:12:43,179 --> 00:12:46,389 How intense. What does it say? 278 00:12:46,390 --> 00:12:48,183 Symptoms include, but are not limited to-- 279 00:12:48,184 --> 00:12:51,019 heavy sweating... 280 00:12:51,020 --> 00:12:53,313 paranoia, rage... 281 00:12:53,314 --> 00:12:55,149 flashbacks. 282 00:12:57,652 --> 00:12:59,486 It's okay, Mrs. Lewis. 283 00:12:59,487 --> 00:13:01,488 My son and I brought you something. 284 00:13:01,489 --> 00:13:03,617 Hopefully it'll help you feel better. 285 00:13:08,955 --> 00:13:11,164 Music releases endorphins. 286 00:13:11,165 --> 00:13:14,000 Changes catecholamine levels. 287 00:13:14,001 --> 00:13:17,003 Distracts patients as they relive memories, 288 00:13:17,004 --> 00:13:19,172 away from their pain. 289 00:13:19,173 --> 00:13:21,716 She likes Bach. 290 00:13:21,717 --> 00:13:23,761 She has good taste. 291 00:13:33,772 --> 00:13:35,106 Okay. 292 00:13:37,234 --> 00:13:40,109 I wish I could come to work with you every day. 293 00:13:40,110 --> 00:13:43,530 Do you really have to move out? 294 00:13:43,531 --> 00:13:46,449 Your mom and I, we still make good parents, 295 00:13:46,450 --> 00:13:49,452 even though we don't make good partners. 296 00:13:49,453 --> 00:13:53,831 But you and me, we mix great together. 297 00:13:53,832 --> 00:13:56,460 You know, you could come live with me if you wanted. 298 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:03,591 Well, just think about it, buddy. 299 00:14:03,592 --> 00:14:04,926 Dr. Wolf! 300 00:14:04,927 --> 00:14:08,429 Dr. Wolf! You're on PCP. 301 00:14:08,430 --> 00:14:10,098 Phencyclidine? 302 00:14:10,099 --> 00:14:11,724 That's a first for me. 303 00:14:11,725 --> 00:14:13,351 I didn't know people still did angel dust. 304 00:14:13,352 --> 00:14:15,897 They don't. The MDMA was laced. 305 00:14:18,817 --> 00:14:19,941 No. 306 00:14:19,942 --> 00:14:20,942 Very no. 307 00:14:20,943 --> 00:14:22,487 Come on, loosen up. 308 00:14:23,780 --> 00:14:27,700 Hey! Did you hear her?! 309 00:14:30,704 --> 00:14:33,037 Dr. Wolf, what the hell? 310 00:14:33,038 --> 00:14:35,999 You're sweating like crazy. 311 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:39,877 Oh, the bride's body must have been buzzing from the PCP. 312 00:14:39,878 --> 00:14:41,588 Maybe it made her aggressive. 313 00:14:41,589 --> 00:14:43,506 Meaning you might be right. Maybe she attacked him. 314 00:14:43,507 --> 00:14:45,133 Come on, let's get you out of here. 315 00:14:45,134 --> 00:14:46,968 We've still got a missing groom to look for. 316 00:14:46,969 --> 00:14:49,220 I'm suddenly very aware of my visceral organs. 317 00:14:49,221 --> 00:14:51,639 Particularly my stomach. I'm ravenous. 318 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:54,517 OMG, Van did say something about the bride being hungry. 319 00:14:54,518 --> 00:14:57,520 - Where is food? - Ugh, I hate being drug sherpa. 320 00:14:57,521 --> 00:14:59,897 I can't believe Wolf called us in for this. 321 00:14:59,898 --> 00:15:02,483 Like, my boys got a table at Cloud Nyne. 322 00:15:02,484 --> 00:15:03,776 The night was going to be lit. 323 00:15:03,777 --> 00:15:05,445 Well, this is lit. 324 00:15:05,446 --> 00:15:07,322 Think of it as a learning opportunity. 325 00:15:07,323 --> 00:15:10,742 A chance to better understand the human brain. 326 00:15:10,743 --> 00:15:14,497 If this patient is fascinating to Wolf, he's fascinating to me. 327 00:15:15,874 --> 00:15:17,957 It's tragic the state this guy is in, 328 00:15:17,958 --> 00:15:19,626 but it's not like we can do anything for him 329 00:15:19,627 --> 00:15:20,918 in the next few hours. 330 00:15:20,919 --> 00:15:22,754 I know you like to defend Wolf, 331 00:15:22,755 --> 00:15:24,964 but you gotta admit he's unhinged. 332 00:15:24,965 --> 00:15:28,301 The guy took ecstasy. - Yes. To save a patient. 333 00:15:28,302 --> 00:15:29,846 Do you have a pen? 334 00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:36,184 Wolf wants to step into every patient's shoes, 335 00:15:36,185 --> 00:15:38,019 know everything about them. 336 00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:40,649 This is the one patient he can't get to know. 337 00:15:44,694 --> 00:15:46,110 What are you doing? 338 00:15:46,111 --> 00:15:47,737 I'm getting in the patient's shoes. 339 00:15:47,738 --> 00:15:49,322 Jacob. 340 00:15:49,323 --> 00:15:51,866 We have until sunrise to figure this out. 341 00:15:51,867 --> 00:15:53,951 We can go back through John Doe's charts. 342 00:15:53,952 --> 00:15:55,453 We can send off another CBC. 343 00:15:55,454 --> 00:15:57,080 Even a small bump in his white count 344 00:15:57,081 --> 00:15:59,376 could be enough to call off the transfer. 345 00:16:01,670 --> 00:16:03,086 Yeah, um... 346 00:16:03,087 --> 00:16:04,295 You know what? You're right. 347 00:16:04,296 --> 00:16:06,715 I'll, um, go check on his labs. 348 00:16:14,224 --> 00:16:15,765 Still no bloody groom. 349 00:16:15,766 --> 00:16:17,517 But, uh, according to his Instagram, 350 00:16:17,518 --> 00:16:19,060 Charlie is a sous chef here. 351 00:16:19,061 --> 00:16:21,688 Maybe we'll find a clue. 352 00:16:21,689 --> 00:16:23,690 Do you think that that libertine in the club is okay? 353 00:16:23,691 --> 00:16:26,484 He probably needs surgery. Rhinoplasty, perhaps. 354 00:16:26,485 --> 00:16:29,278 That is such a good word. Rhinoplasty. 355 00:16:29,279 --> 00:16:30,488 I could fight a rhino! 356 00:16:30,489 --> 00:16:32,450 No, you can't! 357 00:16:33,868 --> 00:16:35,827 - What did you just take? - My anxiety meds. 358 00:16:35,828 --> 00:16:37,412 Suppressing what exactly? 359 00:16:37,413 --> 00:16:39,997 - You are stressing me out. - Okay, okay. 360 00:16:39,998 --> 00:16:42,125 I'm officially done with this conversation. 361 00:16:42,126 --> 00:16:43,793 We all have darkness, Dr. Dang. 362 00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:45,128 I'm not a violent person. 363 00:16:45,129 --> 00:16:46,963 But you saw it in me tonight. 364 00:16:46,964 --> 00:16:49,257 Just like the bride, huh? I could've killed that man. 365 00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:52,093 Okay, this is getting dark. You didn't kill anyone. 366 00:16:52,094 --> 00:16:53,636 More avoiding, huh? 367 00:16:53,637 --> 00:16:56,514 Um, you took ecstasy to "help Bridget," 368 00:16:56,515 --> 00:16:58,349 but I'm starting to think you're escaping 369 00:16:58,350 --> 00:17:00,184 whatever demons it is you're dealing with. 370 00:17:00,185 --> 00:17:01,811 We're all escaping something. 371 00:17:01,812 --> 00:17:03,563 It's part of the human experience. 372 00:17:03,564 --> 00:17:05,064 We all just do it a little bit differently, right? 373 00:17:05,065 --> 00:17:07,108 Oh, God. Oh, my God, I'm burning up. 374 00:17:07,109 --> 00:17:09,360 I really feel unstable. 375 00:17:09,361 --> 00:17:13,823 It's like I'm suffering from neuroleptic malignant syndrome. 376 00:17:13,824 --> 00:17:16,492 I am on fire. I have to get in that freezer. 377 00:17:16,493 --> 00:17:17,952 Okay, now you've fully lost it. 378 00:17:17,953 --> 00:17:20,747 We're not putting you in a freezer. 379 00:17:20,748 --> 00:17:23,877 The newlyweds. Cold feet. A room like ice. 380 00:17:26,588 --> 00:17:28,713 The groom. 381 00:17:28,714 --> 00:17:29,965 Oh, God. 382 00:17:31,968 --> 00:17:33,802 Charlie. 383 00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:40,600 I don't feel anything. 384 00:17:40,601 --> 00:17:42,435 Should I start CPR? 385 00:17:42,436 --> 00:17:44,145 No, it's there. 386 00:17:44,146 --> 00:17:46,023 His pulse is weak, but he's alive. 387 00:17:52,197 --> 00:17:55,364 How are you feeling after that? 388 00:17:55,365 --> 00:17:57,617 I'm okay, I think. 389 00:17:57,618 --> 00:17:59,660 Did you find him? 390 00:17:59,661 --> 00:18:01,704 Um, not yet. 391 00:18:01,705 --> 00:18:04,123 But we are working on it. 392 00:18:04,124 --> 00:18:06,753 Yeah. 393 00:18:09,047 --> 00:18:10,963 You can go ahead. - Thank you. 394 00:18:10,964 --> 00:18:12,592 Excuse me. 395 00:18:14,344 --> 00:18:15,927 Where have you been? 396 00:18:15,928 --> 00:18:17,303 I've been trying to get a hold of you for an hour. 397 00:18:17,304 --> 00:18:18,888 Have you heard from Maya? 398 00:18:18,889 --> 00:18:20,765 I was at dinner with a colleague. It ran late. 399 00:18:20,766 --> 00:18:24,101 I just saw your text. - A work dinner? This late? 400 00:18:24,102 --> 00:18:26,145 Okay. - Don't say it like that. 401 00:18:26,146 --> 00:18:27,648 This has been in our shared calendar for weeks. 402 00:18:29,067 --> 00:18:30,817 Morris. Wait. It's her. It's Maya. 403 00:18:30,818 --> 00:18:32,361 Let me... I'll call you right back. 404 00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:35,863 Maya? - Hi. 405 00:18:35,864 --> 00:18:37,865 You better be at home tucking yourself in bed. 406 00:18:37,866 --> 00:18:39,492 - I'm at Sydney's house. - No. 407 00:18:39,493 --> 00:18:41,035 I'm just gonna spend the night. 408 00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:42,370 No, you will not just spend the night. 409 00:18:42,371 --> 00:18:45,248 I want you home right now. 410 00:18:45,249 --> 00:18:47,041 Your father's on his way there. 411 00:18:47,042 --> 00:18:49,043 We will talk about this tomorrow. 412 00:18:49,044 --> 00:18:50,839 Fine. 413 00:18:56,094 --> 00:18:58,219 Go get Carol and Van, bring them up to speed 414 00:18:58,220 --> 00:18:59,762 And prep a banana bag for me. 415 00:18:59,763 --> 00:19:01,305 - Hey, where we at? - Patient is critical. 416 00:19:01,306 --> 00:19:02,932 B.P. 60 over palp when we found him, 417 00:19:02,933 --> 00:19:04,517 hypothermic with major blood loss 418 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:07,186 from a-a penetrating abdominal injury. 419 00:19:07,187 --> 00:19:08,771 Okay, I got a call about possible head trauma. 420 00:19:08,772 --> 00:19:10,523 Where'd you find him? 421 00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,068 On the floor of a walk-in freezer. 422 00:19:14,445 --> 00:19:16,779 Rotatory nystagmus. 423 00:19:16,780 --> 00:19:18,281 Are you high? 424 00:19:18,282 --> 00:19:20,034 That is absurd. 425 00:19:21,244 --> 00:19:22,160 Yeah. 426 00:19:32,046 --> 00:19:34,046 Have you seen Dr. Nash? 427 00:19:34,047 --> 00:19:36,132 Has anybody seen Jacob? 428 00:19:36,133 --> 00:19:37,551 I swear to God, if he's napping... 429 00:19:54,402 --> 00:19:56,360 John Doe needs an EKG. 430 00:19:56,361 --> 00:19:58,654 If your hands aren't too full, You think you can manage that? 431 00:19:58,655 --> 00:20:00,114 Mm-hmm. 432 00:20:00,115 --> 00:20:01,492 Hey, Portia. 433 00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,751 Hope your night's going better than mine. 434 00:20:11,752 --> 00:20:13,252 I doubt it. Just walked in on Jacob 435 00:20:13,253 --> 00:20:15,504 and Nurse Flores hooking up in a closet. 436 00:20:15,505 --> 00:20:17,467 Well, I just found a bloody groom in a freezer. 437 00:20:18,343 --> 00:20:19,259 Alive. 438 00:20:24,599 --> 00:20:27,143 Hey. Good job with the groom. 439 00:20:28,519 --> 00:20:31,270 What's with the IV? 440 00:20:31,271 --> 00:20:33,439 Uh... 441 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:35,775 I wanted to get inside Bridget's headspace, 442 00:20:35,776 --> 00:20:38,235 so I took what I thought was MDMA. 443 00:20:38,236 --> 00:20:40,365 And it turned out to also have PCP. 444 00:20:43,785 --> 00:20:45,411 Do the interns know? 445 00:20:46,496 --> 00:20:48,289 - Yes. - Wolf... 446 00:20:49,749 --> 00:20:52,083 Look, I'm not going to tell you to be careful. 447 00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:53,751 We've been down that road, and you-- 448 00:20:53,752 --> 00:20:55,920 Carol, we would not have found him otherwise. 449 00:20:55,921 --> 00:20:58,965 The cops were right there, and they missed it. 450 00:20:58,966 --> 00:21:00,927 Five more minutes, he'd be dead. 451 00:21:02,512 --> 00:21:05,012 How's she doing? 452 00:21:05,013 --> 00:21:07,431 She's in a fragile state. 453 00:21:07,432 --> 00:21:12,478 Hypnotherapy, it isn't easy on the mind. 454 00:21:12,479 --> 00:21:15,272 I'm not sure how she's going to handle this news. 455 00:21:15,273 --> 00:21:18,234 Maybe it'll jog her memory. 456 00:21:18,235 --> 00:21:20,654 Or traumatize her even more. 457 00:21:26,160 --> 00:21:27,576 Can I see him? 458 00:21:27,577 --> 00:21:30,413 Not yet. He's still in surgery. 459 00:21:30,414 --> 00:21:32,832 But he's gonna be okay, right? 460 00:21:32,833 --> 00:21:35,418 Uh, he's in the best care. 461 00:21:35,419 --> 00:21:37,545 But the most important thing now, 462 00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:39,255 the best way that we can help Charlie 463 00:21:39,256 --> 00:21:42,591 is to try to understand what happened. 464 00:21:42,592 --> 00:21:45,594 The whole thing... i-it's still so blurry. 465 00:21:45,595 --> 00:21:48,432 I mean, who-- who would want to stab Charlie? 466 00:21:53,771 --> 00:21:54,979 Officers, what's going on? 467 00:21:54,980 --> 00:21:56,397 We recovered a bloody ice pick 468 00:21:56,398 --> 00:21:58,065 from the alley near the hotel. 469 00:21:58,066 --> 00:21:59,400 We believe it to be the weapon 470 00:21:59,401 --> 00:22:01,235 used to assault Mr. Minton. 471 00:22:01,236 --> 00:22:03,112 We have to take her in. - Wait. Wait. We need more time. 472 00:22:03,113 --> 00:22:04,864 - We have to move her along. - He just got here. 473 00:22:04,865 --> 00:22:06,574 We still don't know what's causing her confusion, 474 00:22:06,575 --> 00:22:07,992 what's causing her amnesia. - She is in no condition 475 00:22:07,993 --> 00:22:08,993 to be moved. - Stay. 476 00:22:08,994 --> 00:22:10,370 You can't just... 477 00:22:12,123 --> 00:22:15,166 Hey, we're just following protocol. 478 00:22:15,167 --> 00:22:17,754 Come on, let's go. Come on, let's go. 479 00:22:19,047 --> 00:22:21,380 - Look at her! - Don't make this more difficult. 480 00:22:21,381 --> 00:22:23,299 Please. Come on. 481 00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:24,508 - Whoa, whoa, whoa! - She's lip-smacking. 482 00:22:24,509 --> 00:22:26,177 She's not responsive. 483 00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:27,970 This is a seizure. - Get over here! 484 00:22:27,971 --> 00:22:29,597 She was just walking fine. 485 00:22:29,598 --> 00:22:31,057 - Get her on her side. - Dr. Dang, we need-- 486 00:22:31,058 --> 00:22:32,933 Lorazepam to break the seizure. On it. 487 00:22:32,934 --> 00:22:34,518 - What kind of trick is this? - Either you start prepping an IV 488 00:22:34,519 --> 00:22:35,811 or you back off-- pick one. 489 00:22:35,812 --> 00:22:38,189 Can you hear me? It's okay. 490 00:22:38,190 --> 00:22:41,859 - Don't call me crazy! - Bridget! Calm down! 491 00:22:41,860 --> 00:22:42,902 Calm down, Bridget! 492 00:22:42,903 --> 00:22:44,111 Bridget. 493 00:22:44,112 --> 00:22:46,405 Bridget! 494 00:22:46,406 --> 00:22:48,032 What are you doing? 495 00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:50,118 Put it down! Bridget, no! 496 00:22:54,916 --> 00:22:56,874 Bridget. 497 00:22:56,875 --> 00:22:58,626 I remember. 498 00:22:58,627 --> 00:23:00,920 I remember, I did it. 499 00:23:00,921 --> 00:23:04,965 I tried to kill him. 500 00:23:04,966 --> 00:23:07,470 Bridget. Stay with me, Bridget. 501 00:23:12,100 --> 00:23:13,933 The seizure must've unlocked Bridget's memory. 502 00:23:13,934 --> 00:23:16,018 How's the groom? 503 00:23:16,019 --> 00:23:18,687 Trauma team's closing on the ex-lap now. 504 00:23:18,688 --> 00:23:20,817 If he's got a shot, it's because of you. 505 00:23:23,069 --> 00:23:24,527 You seem to have sobered up. 506 00:23:24,528 --> 00:23:26,570 Mm. 507 00:23:26,571 --> 00:23:28,614 You're setting a great example for your interns. 508 00:23:28,615 --> 00:23:30,908 Thank you. I do like to show my peers 509 00:23:30,909 --> 00:23:34,161 that I'm willing to do anything I can for my patients. 510 00:23:34,162 --> 00:23:35,998 I was being sarcastic. 511 00:23:37,500 --> 00:23:39,667 Oh. Sarcasm. 512 00:23:39,668 --> 00:23:42,171 What Oscar Wilde called the lowest form of wit. 513 00:23:43,297 --> 00:23:45,214 Yet the highest form of intelligence. 514 00:23:45,215 --> 00:23:47,050 Alright, well, I don't think that's... 515 00:23:52,473 --> 00:23:54,056 Oh, she's got cerebral edema. 516 00:23:54,057 --> 00:23:55,599 No sign of trauma or tumor. 517 00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:57,434 The MRI rules out brain bleed or stroke. 518 00:23:57,435 --> 00:23:59,145 So we're likely dealing with a metabolic cause. 519 00:23:59,146 --> 00:24:00,229 Do you think it's hepatic failure? 520 00:24:00,230 --> 00:24:01,647 No, her LFT's are normal. 521 00:24:01,648 --> 00:24:04,316 And preserved synthetic function. 522 00:24:04,317 --> 00:24:07,236 The last case of cerebral edema that took me by surprise 523 00:24:07,237 --> 00:24:09,864 was an 18-year-old undergoing CAR-T protocol 524 00:24:09,865 --> 00:24:11,824 for relapsed leukemia. 525 00:24:11,825 --> 00:24:13,701 He was talking with his family at 8 p.m. 526 00:24:13,702 --> 00:24:15,411 By midnight, his ventricles were too swollen 527 00:24:15,412 --> 00:24:18,706 for an EVD. - Mine was liver failure. 528 00:24:18,707 --> 00:24:21,959 They couldn't decide whether to list her for transplant. 529 00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,504 What happened? 530 00:24:25,756 --> 00:24:28,883 She died. Yours? 531 00:24:28,884 --> 00:24:30,510 Brain dead by morning. 532 00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:41,187 I'm sorry you had to see that. 533 00:24:41,188 --> 00:24:44,273 Me and Portia, I mean. - Don't apologize to me. 534 00:24:44,274 --> 00:24:46,525 Apologize to our patient. 535 00:24:46,526 --> 00:24:49,862 You abandoned him to go play doctor in a closet. 536 00:24:49,863 --> 00:24:52,281 And I just apologized. Why are you always on my back? 537 00:24:52,282 --> 00:24:53,866 Just doing my job. 538 00:24:53,867 --> 00:24:55,993 And yours. 539 00:24:55,994 --> 00:24:58,829 What I think you're doing is kissing up to Wolf. 540 00:24:58,830 --> 00:25:02,374 Well, at least I'm doing something for my patient. 541 00:25:02,375 --> 00:25:03,920 You're a try-hard. 542 00:25:05,922 --> 00:25:07,798 Don't say anything if you agree. 543 00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:12,676 Two against one, try-hard. 544 00:25:12,677 --> 00:25:15,763 Yes. Yes, I am a try-hard. 545 00:25:15,764 --> 00:25:18,265 It is my dream to be here since I was little, 546 00:25:18,266 --> 00:25:21,352 not some fallback plan because I got hurt throwing a ball. 547 00:25:21,353 --> 00:25:23,105 Okay, you know what? 548 00:25:26,275 --> 00:25:28,734 You do you over there, Doctor. 549 00:25:28,735 --> 00:25:30,110 Keep running your tests. 550 00:25:30,111 --> 00:25:32,782 I'll be over here, in this chair. 551 00:25:34,283 --> 00:25:37,451 Because I practice medicine, not futility. 552 00:25:37,452 --> 00:25:40,414 Caring isn't futile, Jacob. 553 00:25:45,211 --> 00:25:47,920 I can't believe Bridget stabbed me. 554 00:25:47,921 --> 00:25:50,547 Did the drugs I gave her make her do it? 555 00:25:50,548 --> 00:25:53,342 No, not that we know of, but-- but we need your help, Charlie. 556 00:25:53,343 --> 00:25:55,135 In the past weeks, have you noticed 557 00:25:55,136 --> 00:25:56,971 anything out of the ordinary? 558 00:25:56,972 --> 00:25:59,515 She's been so stressed out, 559 00:25:59,516 --> 00:26:01,642 planning this huge wedding, 560 00:26:01,643 --> 00:26:03,519 trying to please everyone. 561 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:05,646 Especially me. 562 00:26:05,647 --> 00:26:08,649 But that's Bridget. She has the biggest heart. 563 00:26:08,650 --> 00:26:11,860 Always making everyone happy except herself. 564 00:26:11,861 --> 00:26:14,029 She even went on this ridiculous diet 565 00:26:14,030 --> 00:26:16,490 I wanted to try before the wedding. 566 00:26:16,491 --> 00:26:18,534 Um, what kind of diet? 567 00:26:18,535 --> 00:26:22,788 Low carbs, high protein, no sugar. 568 00:26:22,789 --> 00:26:24,206 It was all too much. 569 00:26:24,207 --> 00:26:27,543 I could tell... she was gonna break. 570 00:26:27,544 --> 00:26:31,380 But then when we decided to elope, 571 00:26:31,381 --> 00:26:33,757 it was like... 572 00:26:33,758 --> 00:26:35,760 we were finally free. 573 00:26:39,807 --> 00:26:41,598 We need a private word with Charlie, 574 00:26:41,599 --> 00:26:42,766 if you wouldn't mind. 575 00:26:42,767 --> 00:26:44,895 Uh, sure. 576 00:26:52,320 --> 00:26:53,945 Charlie, I'm Officer Stanley... 577 00:26:58,909 --> 00:27:01,370 Hey, Ollie, have you seen my vending machine trick? 578 00:27:10,171 --> 00:27:12,421 Dr. Wolf? 579 00:27:12,422 --> 00:27:14,673 I don't want to do this... 580 00:27:14,674 --> 00:27:16,550 ...but you know you're not supposed to be here. 581 00:27:16,551 --> 00:27:18,385 Terminated doctors can't see patients 582 00:27:18,386 --> 00:27:20,514 or be on hospital property. I'm sorry. 583 00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:26,604 I was just getting my son a treat. 584 00:27:36,405 --> 00:27:37,531 Hey. 585 00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:42,618 Anything revealing in Charlie's stuff? 586 00:27:42,619 --> 00:27:47,083 Just a rental tux and some breath mints. 587 00:27:49,210 --> 00:27:51,543 Dana, about tonight, I'm sorry. 588 00:27:51,544 --> 00:27:53,672 I crossed a line. 589 00:27:55,174 --> 00:27:56,882 Asking you what you're suppressing. 590 00:27:56,883 --> 00:27:59,551 It's none of my business, and... 591 00:27:59,552 --> 00:28:01,553 I was wrong to even assume. 592 00:28:01,554 --> 00:28:02,763 It's fine. 593 00:28:02,764 --> 00:28:04,515 You were high. 594 00:28:04,516 --> 00:28:06,644 Small price to save a life, right? 595 00:28:08,062 --> 00:28:10,979 Oh, this might be something. 596 00:28:10,980 --> 00:28:13,190 His vows. 597 00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:15,818 "You are my pancake. 598 00:28:15,819 --> 00:28:18,237 You smell like Vermont in the morning. 599 00:28:18,238 --> 00:28:21,031 You have never been sweeter than you were these past few weeks." 600 00:28:21,032 --> 00:28:22,157 Check it out. 601 00:28:22,158 --> 00:28:24,286 The syntax is atrocious. 602 00:28:28,582 --> 00:28:29,834 Charlie... 603 00:28:32,586 --> 00:28:34,920 He told us they changed their diets, 604 00:28:34,921 --> 00:28:36,755 cut out sweets. 605 00:28:36,756 --> 00:28:39,007 The steak in their hotel room. 606 00:28:39,008 --> 00:28:41,552 "Vermont in the morning" evokes... 607 00:28:41,553 --> 00:28:43,679 maple syrup, right? 608 00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:45,681 If you're saying what I think you're saying, 609 00:28:45,682 --> 00:28:47,684 her tube feeds are currently killing her. 610 00:28:57,945 --> 00:29:00,237 Well, um, thanks to Dr. Dang and Dr. Markus, 611 00:29:00,238 --> 00:29:04,741 we've identified that you have maple syrup urine syndrome. 612 00:29:04,742 --> 00:29:06,368 It's a silly name, I know. 613 00:29:06,369 --> 00:29:08,036 It's because of its signature symptom-- 614 00:29:08,037 --> 00:29:09,455 sweet-smelling urine. 615 00:29:09,456 --> 00:29:11,623 It's a rare genetic disorder 616 00:29:11,624 --> 00:29:14,543 which inhibits the body from breaking down protein, 617 00:29:14,544 --> 00:29:16,420 particularly in times of stress. 618 00:29:16,421 --> 00:29:18,172 Like planning a wedding. 619 00:29:18,173 --> 00:29:21,467 It's also exacerbated by high protein consumption. 620 00:29:21,468 --> 00:29:24,052 What couldn't be broken down turned into toxic chemicals 621 00:29:24,053 --> 00:29:26,763 which accumulated in your brain, causing it to swell. 622 00:29:26,764 --> 00:29:30,392 That's why you were so confused and even violent. 623 00:29:30,393 --> 00:29:32,394 How did I get this? 624 00:29:32,395 --> 00:29:34,062 No, you've had this your entire life. 625 00:29:34,063 --> 00:29:36,231 It's just never caused a crisis until now. 626 00:29:36,232 --> 00:29:39,443 The stress, the drugs, combined with your condition, 627 00:29:39,444 --> 00:29:41,236 caused you to stab Charlie. 628 00:29:41,237 --> 00:29:43,030 It was a perfect storm. 629 00:29:43,031 --> 00:29:44,740 It's highly unlikely you ever would have 630 00:29:44,741 --> 00:29:46,700 attacked him otherwise. 631 00:29:46,701 --> 00:29:48,911 If gone untreated, this would have killed you. 632 00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:51,248 What happened tonight saved your life. 633 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:55,250 I assume you want to see Charlie. 634 00:29:55,251 --> 00:29:57,379 He's out of the O.R. and he's awake. 635 00:30:00,257 --> 00:30:02,174 Does he want to see me? 636 00:30:02,175 --> 00:30:05,304 From what he's told me, yes, he would like that very much. 637 00:30:06,514 --> 00:30:08,263 The only reason that we were able to save you 638 00:30:08,264 --> 00:30:10,224 is because he woke up in time. 639 00:30:10,225 --> 00:30:12,309 He told us all about you. 640 00:30:12,310 --> 00:30:16,106 Without him, we might not have diagnosed you in time. 641 00:30:17,399 --> 00:30:19,316 I stabbed him. 642 00:30:19,317 --> 00:30:21,693 On our wedding night. He's never gonna forgive me. 643 00:30:21,694 --> 00:30:23,278 I mean, how could he? 644 00:30:23,279 --> 00:30:25,574 Unfortunately, that's out of your control. 645 00:30:27,201 --> 00:30:29,660 What is in your control... 646 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:31,663 is forgiving yourself. 647 00:30:44,093 --> 00:30:46,843 What are you doing? 648 00:30:46,844 --> 00:30:49,137 I wanted to do something for him. 649 00:30:49,138 --> 00:30:52,724 I couldn't think of any more tests, so... 650 00:30:52,725 --> 00:30:54,853 I thought he could use a shave. 651 00:30:56,021 --> 00:30:57,690 He looks good. 652 00:30:59,316 --> 00:31:00,607 What do you think? 653 00:31:00,608 --> 00:31:02,653 Should I give him a fade while I'm here? 654 00:31:04,071 --> 00:31:05,904 Maybe there's something else we can do for him 655 00:31:05,905 --> 00:31:08,242 before he's relegated to long-term care. 656 00:31:10,411 --> 00:31:12,454 Something different. 657 00:31:16,292 --> 00:31:19,336 Imagine how long it's been since he's felt the breeze. 658 00:31:23,465 --> 00:31:25,299 If he can even still feel the breeze. 659 00:31:25,300 --> 00:31:28,427 I know you've got a lot of impressive qualities. 660 00:31:28,428 --> 00:31:30,887 But I didn't know "rule breaker" was one of them. 661 00:31:30,888 --> 00:31:33,181 Well, if there's one thing 662 00:31:33,182 --> 00:31:36,268 I've learned from Dr. Wolf so far, it's that... 663 00:31:36,269 --> 00:31:38,731 sometimes you have to bend the rules. 664 00:31:39,607 --> 00:31:40,858 Right. 665 00:31:42,443 --> 00:31:45,068 I get why you try so hard. 666 00:31:45,069 --> 00:31:47,946 Because you care so hard. 667 00:31:47,947 --> 00:31:51,076 But you're a good doctor. You know that, right? 668 00:31:52,911 --> 00:31:55,997 You don't have to prove it to anyone. 669 00:32:06,008 --> 00:32:07,591 Seriously? 670 00:32:07,592 --> 00:32:09,134 Did you seriously just cop a feel just now? 671 00:32:09,135 --> 00:32:10,636 W-What?! No! 672 00:32:10,637 --> 00:32:11,888 I believe in consent. 673 00:32:21,899 --> 00:32:24,276 His toe-- it's moving. 674 00:32:28,364 --> 00:32:30,447 Are you ready? 675 00:32:30,448 --> 00:32:31,784 No. 676 00:32:33,035 --> 00:32:35,035 He should hate me. 677 00:32:35,036 --> 00:32:36,830 I hate me. 678 00:32:39,291 --> 00:32:40,959 You know... 679 00:32:45,339 --> 00:32:48,882 Guilt can be so paralyzing. 680 00:32:48,883 --> 00:32:52,594 But it can also be really activating if we let it. 681 00:32:52,595 --> 00:32:56,682 It's driving you to ask for forgiveness. 682 00:32:56,683 --> 00:32:59,810 You know, if neurology doesn't work out, 683 00:32:59,811 --> 00:33:02,397 you might have a future in marriage counseling. 684 00:33:05,776 --> 00:33:09,987 No, I'm the farthest thing from an expert in romance, I promise. 685 00:33:11,615 --> 00:33:14,032 Wolf, can I talk to you? 686 00:33:14,033 --> 00:33:16,370 - Excuse me one second. - Okay. 687 00:33:18,330 --> 00:33:19,705 What's up? 688 00:33:19,706 --> 00:33:21,707 There was a complication. 689 00:33:21,708 --> 00:33:23,458 Charlie, um... 690 00:33:23,459 --> 00:33:24,876 he re-bled. 691 00:33:24,877 --> 00:33:26,795 They had to bring him back to surgery, 692 00:33:26,796 --> 00:33:28,549 and he, uh... 693 00:33:31,051 --> 00:33:33,302 He died. 694 00:33:34,513 --> 00:33:36,640 I thought we saved them. 695 00:33:37,891 --> 00:33:41,518 How are we supposed to tell her? 696 00:33:41,519 --> 00:33:43,520 I can't do it, Dr. Wolf. I'm sorry. 697 00:33:43,521 --> 00:33:44,857 Hey. 698 00:33:46,525 --> 00:33:48,193 It's okay. 699 00:33:50,195 --> 00:33:51,571 I'll do it. 700 00:33:58,579 --> 00:34:01,955 I know this is a lot to take in. 701 00:34:01,956 --> 00:34:04,875 It doesn't make any sense, I understand-- 702 00:34:04,876 --> 00:34:07,502 how a person can be there one moment 703 00:34:07,503 --> 00:34:09,713 and then just gone the next, 704 00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:13,176 and how one night can alter the course of your entire life. 705 00:34:15,053 --> 00:34:18,263 But when you leave here, I want you to remember one thing. 706 00:34:18,264 --> 00:34:21,558 What happened last night was the result of a cascade of causes. 707 00:34:21,559 --> 00:34:25,854 Your condition, the PCP. No one cause is to blame. 708 00:34:25,855 --> 00:34:27,856 And neither are you, Bridget. 709 00:34:27,857 --> 00:34:29,818 But I am. 710 00:34:32,613 --> 00:34:34,656 I killed him. 711 00:34:36,158 --> 00:34:38,202 And I have to live with it. 712 00:34:41,705 --> 00:34:43,622 Is this who I've always been, 713 00:34:43,623 --> 00:34:46,208 someone who's capable of this violence? 714 00:34:46,209 --> 00:34:48,502 No one act defines who we are. 715 00:34:48,503 --> 00:34:51,087 There's no roadmap 716 00:34:51,088 --> 00:34:53,757 for how to get through life after an act like this. 717 00:34:53,758 --> 00:34:57,886 We all have a path designated for us, and you will find yours. 718 00:34:57,887 --> 00:34:59,596 And we'll help you. 719 00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:01,848 We'll ensure that all of your future treatments 720 00:35:01,849 --> 00:35:04,269 take place here with us. 721 00:35:06,313 --> 00:35:09,356 You will get through this. 722 00:35:09,357 --> 00:35:13,527 I just wish I could see him one more time. 723 00:35:13,528 --> 00:35:15,656 And tell him I'm sorry. 724 00:35:42,683 --> 00:35:44,307 I'll give you some privacy. 725 00:35:44,308 --> 00:35:46,017 No, please. 726 00:35:46,018 --> 00:35:48,146 Please stay, Dr. Wolf. 727 00:35:55,988 --> 00:35:58,197 Hi, baby. 728 00:36:13,547 --> 00:36:17,465 In life, the hardest person to forgive isn't a loved one. 729 00:36:17,466 --> 00:36:20,343 It isn't a friend or an enemy. 730 00:36:20,344 --> 00:36:22,554 The hardest person we'll ever forgive, 731 00:36:22,555 --> 00:36:26,099 if we find the strength and are lucky enough to have the time, 732 00:36:26,100 --> 00:36:28,810 will always be ourself. 733 00:36:28,811 --> 00:36:30,729 I think that's everything. 734 00:36:30,730 --> 00:36:32,941 Hey, don't tell your mom that I took the good coffee grinder. 735 00:36:34,610 --> 00:36:37,279 So, what do you think about coming to live with me? 736 00:36:40,407 --> 00:36:42,741 I-I think... 737 00:36:42,742 --> 00:36:45,287 it would be better if I live with Mom. 738 00:36:49,291 --> 00:36:51,207 Of course. 739 00:36:51,208 --> 00:36:53,418 I understand, buddy. 740 00:36:53,419 --> 00:36:55,421 I-I shouldn't have even asked you. 741 00:37:15,651 --> 00:37:17,778 Oh, my God, what did she do? 742 00:37:19,947 --> 00:37:22,280 Let's just say she had a bad night. 743 00:37:22,281 --> 00:37:24,283 You had a long one yourself. 744 00:37:30,624 --> 00:37:33,210 We thought you might be hungry. 745 00:37:36,004 --> 00:37:38,338 Dad already yelled at me. 746 00:37:38,339 --> 00:37:41,134 I'm sorry for breaking curfew, and it won't happen again. 747 00:37:42,302 --> 00:37:44,346 Thank you for apologizing. 748 00:37:46,056 --> 00:37:48,682 Honey, your dad and I, we just worry about you. 749 00:37:48,683 --> 00:37:50,225 We want to make sure you're safe. 750 00:37:50,226 --> 00:37:53,645 But we can't do that if you don't talk to us. 751 00:37:53,646 --> 00:37:55,480 Yeah, but you guys don't talk to me. 752 00:37:55,481 --> 00:37:57,524 What does that mean? 753 00:37:57,525 --> 00:38:00,360 - Nothing. Forget it. - No! Maya... 754 00:38:00,361 --> 00:38:02,195 What is going on? 755 00:38:02,196 --> 00:38:05,156 You don't think I notice you guys always fighting? 756 00:38:05,157 --> 00:38:07,659 Or how you stopped saying good morning to each other? 757 00:38:07,660 --> 00:38:10,205 Or how Dad doesn't watch "Top Chef" with you anymore? 758 00:38:11,915 --> 00:38:13,457 I already know, so just say it. 759 00:38:19,631 --> 00:38:21,965 You're right. 760 00:38:21,966 --> 00:38:24,175 And we're sorry. 761 00:38:24,176 --> 00:38:26,722 We shouldn't keep things from you. 762 00:38:29,391 --> 00:38:30,516 Come here. 763 00:38:36,273 --> 00:38:40,861 Your father and I are taking some time apart. 764 00:38:43,905 --> 00:38:47,699 We love each other a lot. 765 00:38:47,700 --> 00:38:52,245 But we have some things to figure out. 766 00:38:52,246 --> 00:38:54,873 Maya, baby, we love you. 767 00:38:54,874 --> 00:38:58,251 Always. More than anything. 768 00:38:58,252 --> 00:39:00,380 Then don't do this. 769 00:39:05,177 --> 00:39:06,886 Please. 770 00:39:12,768 --> 00:39:14,519 Well... 771 00:39:16,063 --> 00:39:18,730 It's likely just a-a reflexive motion 772 00:39:18,731 --> 00:39:20,940 related to muscle spasticity, uh, 773 00:39:20,941 --> 00:39:24,152 which can happen to patients who are paralyzed. 774 00:39:24,153 --> 00:39:26,696 But the passion that you two showed around this tonight, 775 00:39:26,697 --> 00:39:28,698 that is what's necessary. 776 00:39:28,699 --> 00:39:31,367 It doesn't always get us the result that we want, but... 777 00:39:31,368 --> 00:39:33,914 we can't do what we do without it. 778 00:39:38,543 --> 00:39:39,877 What is it? 779 00:39:46,051 --> 00:39:48,178 That's not a reflex. 780 00:39:49,596 --> 00:39:50,970 What? 781 00:39:50,971 --> 00:39:53,058 I don't think this man is in a coma. 782 00:39:54,351 --> 00:39:56,601 He's in there. He's-- He's conscious. 783 00:39:56,602 --> 00:39:58,355 Whatever you did worked. 784 00:39:59,689 --> 00:40:02,943 It looks like you've given our patient a reason to stay. 785 00:40:06,238 --> 00:40:09,239 To surviving our very own Red Wedding. 786 00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:10,449 Mm. 787 00:40:15,122 --> 00:40:17,080 Dana? - Mm? 788 00:40:17,081 --> 00:40:19,082 - You good? - Yeah. 789 00:40:19,083 --> 00:40:21,584 Just a crazy few hours. 790 00:40:21,585 --> 00:40:23,545 Y'all... 791 00:40:23,546 --> 00:40:25,463 I love a night at the clurb as much as the next gal, 792 00:40:25,464 --> 00:40:28,633 but, uh... Wolf went hard. 793 00:40:28,634 --> 00:40:29,970 I saw him dance. 794 00:40:31,555 --> 00:40:33,807 Our Wolf? 795 00:40:35,350 --> 00:40:37,142 The one that only listens to Bach? 796 00:40:37,143 --> 00:40:39,227 He can Bach that ass up on the dance floor. 797 00:40:39,228 --> 00:40:40,520 Okay? 798 00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:42,021 Would you like a visual? - No, no. 799 00:40:42,022 --> 00:40:44,151 Sometimes people can surprise you. 800 00:40:47,654 --> 00:40:49,780 - Do you want some syrup? - Yeah. 801 00:40:56,788 --> 00:40:59,080 How did Maya take the news? 802 00:40:59,081 --> 00:41:01,082 Oh... 803 00:41:01,083 --> 00:41:03,168 She's a 16-year-old girl 804 00:41:03,169 --> 00:41:07,172 who already thought we were ruining her life, so... 805 00:41:07,173 --> 00:41:09,841 how do you think she took it? 806 00:41:09,842 --> 00:41:12,927 Oof. It will get easier, I promise. 807 00:41:12,928 --> 00:41:15,430 Did it ever get easier for you? 808 00:41:15,431 --> 00:41:17,933 Mm, you want me to tell you the truth or make you feel better? 809 00:41:19,436 --> 00:41:22,228 Can't you do both? 810 00:41:22,229 --> 00:41:24,022 Ugh, fine. 811 00:41:24,023 --> 00:41:27,150 Be honest, I guess. 812 00:41:27,151 --> 00:41:30,280 My parents' divorce was messy. 813 00:41:32,032 --> 00:41:34,743 When my mom asked my dad to move out, it... 814 00:41:36,745 --> 00:41:38,163 ...broke his heart. 815 00:41:41,416 --> 00:41:43,043 But what I did... 816 00:41:47,172 --> 00:41:50,008 Carol, I don't know if I can ever forgive myself.